not until my eyes fall out.

its those antisocial days.
when i just want to watch t.v. by myself and put off all my homework.
when i hide my phone under my bed because it goes off way to much.
when i go to a movie for extra credit, and bring my homework so i don't have to talk to people.
when i get dragged to maceys for icecream in a cup, and coffee creamer shots.
when i just can't seem to fall asleep.
when i can't do my math homework, so me and megan talk about nothing all class period.
when i find myself falling asleep in physics.
when i do power yoga, and my arms fall off.
when i can't consentrate on my english tests, and i write about rev. hale twice.
when i wear a t-shirt and don't do my hair.
those are the days that have been this week.

It's so fluffy! best movie ever.

If i had dumbledores pencive, i would put this memory in it poi could relive it forever.

richard the lionheart

:P
i burnt my hand on a cookie sheet today.
i've been alive for sixteen years, it seems like i would learn not to grab a burnning cookie sheet with my bare hand.
i guess not.
ACT on saturday.
pray for me.
i'm hoping to score in the 24-28 range.
thats what i need  for usu.
by the way.
i want to be an aggie.
bless your hearts.
and halloween.
my house smells like pumpkin.
yum.

eat slugs

"I dont know all the therapy terms for it, but kates always up in my buisness."
i'm going to name my first child vanessa so i can sing to it when it wakes up. even if its a boy.
i have an F-. i didn't even know that was possible.
"I've got to go change my feet."
i feel like fall is late this year.
if i could buy anything from fred and george, it would be the ten second pimple remover. tied with the scyving snack boxes.


this is what i feel like today.
i can't make sense of any of my thoughts. its like a forign language.
(if you can read this, and it says some weird insulting thing, i'm sorry. i didn't know.)
later.

just some stuff.

cutest couple on tv.

oh man. how i love this man.

dear matt. if i could marry anyone on tv, it would be you.

Happy birthday robin hood.

when i was younger

when i was in 1st grade i was scared of the movie ET, and i made a girl in my classs, cassandra cry becasue i told her there were zombies in the gym. after that she moved, and i've never seen her again.

when i was in second grade i was in love with a boy named zach huff, and i was jealous that he always talked to megan, so i threw wood chips at her during recess.

when i was in third grade i took karate and i thought that i was really good at it. this kid jordan said that he didnt think that girls should do karate, so i punched him and made him cry.

fourth  grade was the worst grade in the history of elementary school, and i try to block it out of my mind, but i'm sure i did something terrible to somebody.

when i was in fifth grade i pretended to like school because it was important to my mom.

when i was in sixth grade i got onto student council and i really liked school so i wasnt pretending anymore. i mostly just liked school because for half the day i could give out balloons and have races with the recycle bins.

                                      elementary was hard. i was a weird child.

when i was in seventh grade i loved mckay and was offended when he didn't say hi to me in the halls. i gave him the silent treatment for the rest of the year. and mack stole notes out of my locker with metal hangers. (no one is sure how he did that.)

when i was in eigth grade i was a brat, and i didn't like very many people. the best time in my life was problem solving because there were awesome people that i was cooler then, and the teacher was awesome. bronson is the best.

when i was in ninth grade i thought i ruled the school. i didn't care about my school work, something i very much regret now, and i lead a number of kids in open rebelion. (only in chior. and outside of it. don't worry mama, it wasn't anything too bad.)

                                        i thought jr. high would be the death of me.

when i was a shopmore everything started to change. something whipped me into shape and i started to actually do my school work. things changed, and people moved on. i learned what forgivness is, and i started to let my testimony grow. i surrounded myself with people i actually liked to be with.

now i'm a junior.
my story is still growing, and so am i .
i know there will be things that are going to be hard for me, but looking back at my life, i know that i will be able to handle it.
i am so grateful to the friends that helped me make it through my "Lost Years."
i'm grateful for whatever it was that got me thinking.
i'm grateful for brother vest who was the one that sparked my waining testimony.
i'm grateful for my family that i have grown so close with.
i'm grateful for the trials heavenly father has given me, and for sending his son to help me with them.
i know that my heavenly father doesn't give me things that i cant handle, only things that will help me grow into the person he knows i can be.
i love my savior, and feel his love as i read the scriptures and pray to him.
i can't wait until the day i can see his face again, and tell him how much he has helped me.
i love the life i'm living, because i know it is the life i need.

10-10-10

october.
i like when leaves change colors, and it starts to get cool enough to wear jackets.
i like when it starts to smell like fall.
i like when i wear socks straight out of the dryer.
i like when i listen to showtune saturday night. (which you can do anymonth, i just find myself listening to it the most in october.)
i like when there are pumpkins for sale at maceys.
i like when you can eat pumpkin pie and pumpkin cookies.
i like when there are halloween decorations going up.
i like when we eat soups for dinner.
i like when you can snuggle up in your blankets without being over heated.
i like october.

today i preformed emergency surgery on a lawn mower.
it had internal bleeding and a partial decapitation.
we're not sure if it will recover.
when the doc gets home he's going to see what he can do to help it.
i can't wait until i get to work in a hospital.
yeah.

the day i feel full of quotes.

"I get it from my mothers. she's part viking."

"you should spank his bottom"

"you dare show your face?"

"and that spontaniously caused your pants to rip?"

"school is overrated. ask abe lincon."

"we are lacking in leeches and wenches"

"that is chocolate covered death!
with a creamy caramel suprise."

"there is no use for a lava lamp unless your on drugs"

"thanks for nothing you useless reptile."

"why would you do that?"

"i promise i'm a good driver. is that what you look for in a women?"

"i was squealing, like a marine."

"whats a scurd?
why don't you look in the mirror, scrud,
i don't have too, i can just look at you."

"i'm sorry if my face offended you."

"stupidity isn't judged on how smart you are."

"i don't know your life!"

"the mystery still remains as to who put the gum under there."

"your stupid space cars locked me in!"

"no look! a line of ants! they're working as a team!"

"you owe me one bald girl."

"the day will come when kids will argue about who will win in a fight. Me, or superman."

"i love my fat boys."

"there is a secret..."

"did you hear that?"
(amberly, i felt that it was inapropriate to finish that one seeing as i'm not sure who reads this nonsense, and it has the possibility of offending someone. actually, i don't care. i just am too lazy to write it. which doesn't make sense because i just typed you this novel.)

"dont get to excited."

"i wish, more than anything..."

"oh, i don't have any children.
Thats okay too."

"te morta."

"you know it bro."

"i've got to go change my feet."

"you guys know this song, sing along!
eeee, eee eeeeee, eeeeeee"

have an epic day vikings!

my hair would not dry this morning.
no joke, it took me twice as long as usuall to dry my hair.
i aced my spanish.
jeslie gave me potato donughts in history.
newman is a laugh.
he should teach teachers how to be funny.
asembelys rock my pants.
especially the ones that try to promote viking spirit.
i like them because they make for a shortened schedule.
is it just me, or does 3rd period feel twenty hours longer then any other class?
my seminary class sings christmas songs.
we're cool like that.
if your desprate for food there are some intense mushrooms in my lawn.
congrats to kim for being a winner.

am

does your nose itch?
because i'm thinking about you.

can you spell slacker?

how i spent this weekend.
puking.
living off of saltines and 7-up.
asprin and tylonal.
didn't do any homework.
wathced all available episodes of community.
the end.
i hate being sick.
i especially hate it when everyone asks you where you were.
does it really affect your life if  you don't know where i am every second of my life?
please. don't text me when i'm not at school.
if i wanted to talk to you, i would have came to school, or texted you.
get the picture.
when i don't text you for an hour, don't just keep sending me that same text over and over!
this is not a joke!

I'm scared its just going to be me and two fatties!

Sometimes i wish i was a guy so i dress like one. With the high socks and everything.