Humble pie? oh. I ate it instead.

Every once and a while I need a reminder that i'm awesome. 

This is the best one of my entire life. 

Top of my anatomy class? 

I'll take that, and i'll brag about it. 

Also, i'm procrastinating my english paper. 

I don't want to smoke everyone. 

I'm thankfulf for my dip's mip's and pip's

welcome to anatomy where you are forced to face your fears. 

fear number 1: scaring people away because you smell like a dead body. 

fear number 2: eyes in general. i see cadavers eyes all the time. i even saw someone touch one without passing out. (I will never touch it. not even if you gave me all the money in the world.)

fear number 3: taking a class that will take all of your time. (i'm even studying when i watch the bachelor. sad time's when your guilty pleasure show gets taken over by school.)

did this post even makes sense?

no? 

cool. 

anatomy rocks my socks and closed toed shoes. 

we have to wear closed toed shoes because my teacher doesn't want cadaver remains to get on our little toes. thats cool. i don't like my shoes anyways. 

change is coming round real soon to make us women and men.

I'm moving in three days. 

And I bought a cactus for mine and erins apartment. 

for the longest time

I hope to be married to my best friend.
someone who will hold my hand as we drive, while singing far to loudly to billy joel.
i'll make him breakfast, and he'll do the laundry.
he'll get me NyQuil when i'm sick, and i'll crochet him many afghans.
we'll buy our furniture from D.I. to save money for trips, and he'll surprise me with chocolate and doctor pepper as i sew him skinny ties.
he'll kiss my forehead, and i'll kiss his cheek.
we'll laugh at dirty jokes, and continue to grow together.
he'll try to teach me to be on time, and how to save, and i'll laugh.
we'll argue about things that don't matter, and find a way to get through the things that do.
we'll have cupcakes and hot dogs at our wedding, and let off 99 red balloons.
i'll write him love letters in the lunches i'll pack for him, and wear his sweatshirts when he's out of town.
he'll hold the priesthood, and be worthy to use it, and he'll give my kids father's blessings.
we'll be married for time and all eternity in one of the lords houses, and we will have the kind of love that is always growing.

tainted love

today i accepted my scholarship to dixie. 

and i gave myself arthritis by writing a million and a half note cards.

i'm feeling a little old,

and a little overwhelmed. 

E as in 'Ello mate

i want to paint my nails red,

and wear no makeup,

and eat popsicles,

and have movie nights,

and sing to loudly,

and wear exercise shorts,

and sleep in,

and not worry about my hair.

i want to smile to big,

and wear high heels,

and get a pet fish,

and learn knew things, 

and curl my hair,

and wear scrubs. 

i want to make a difference,

and read exciting books,

and make amazing videos,

and marry christen hein,

and learn to play the guitar,

and drive a stick.

i want to see the world,

and sing at eva's grave,

and mourn the loss of saigon,

and dance in a fountain,

and live on argyle lane,

and have an endless supply of movie theater popcorn.

i want to find what makes me happy, 

and make others happy,

and make my father in heaven proud,

and make myself proud. 

Pulling a monica

may 29.

me and those gold cords have a hot date. 

I and love and you

road trips

gogurt

Parmesan flavored gold fish 

t-shirts

sandals

videos

quotes

family

hot tubs

taco time

hosa

sweatshirts

complimentary breakfast

pandora

st. george

the future

Two for the show

Harry potter.

he took over my life recently.

i'm not really sure where the all of a sudden desire to talk about, watch, read, listen to, dream about, live, harry potter came from,
but i can tell you this,
the older i get, the more i love it.
the more i read it, the more i'm enchanted by it.
the more i talk about it, the more excited i get to go to harry potter world.
i'm going to make a paper chain counting down the days.

on a different note, 

i've decided, for now, to get a mac for graduation. 

if there is anyone out there who has some strong feelings about how terrible a mac is,  please speak now. 

while the idea is fresh and i haven't clung onto the idea. 

my ipod is being resurrected for the sole purpose of listening to harry potter, 

and as of this month, book the fifth is my favorite.

i applied for housing. 

it opened my eyes to how close the future is coming. 

i didn't like it.

but at the same time i did.

if that made any sense to you, ten points to your house.

lately i've found myself thinking about the big coat angie wears in baby moma. 

its big and black, and goes past her knees. it looks extremely comfortable.
the bachelor.
i love it.
i'm giddy about it.
here's a funny story,
when i was in ninth grade, and i dislocated my knee,
the x-ray's made me extremely happy, so i shared them.
but now as i'm a little more educated, and i look back at them,
i notice that they are upside down.
nice.
have a look here and have a laugh.
and my random brain wave is ending.
and speaking of brains, remember when ron is attacked by them?
it's one of the reasons i love the fifth book.
so much to look forward to. 

If i lived in england, it would be my favorite place.

"I taught you to fight and fly. what else could there be?

" So come with me, where dreams are born, and time is never planned. just think of happy things, and your heart will fly on wings forever, in never never land."

sometimes being awesome happens if you're me

medical english.

take it if your a fan of using index cards. 

proof that heavenly father has a sense of humor

here and here.
It's where it all began.
utah state was my school. i wanted so badly to go to utah state, where its cold 300 days out of the year, and my program wasn't offered, where i would need to walk everywhere worrying if my feet would freeze.
i was planning on it.
a few weeks ago, i had my semiannual bishops interview.
i was asked of my college plans, to which i answered, without hesitation, utah state.
and out of nowhere, my bishop told me that he knew the presidents son of dixie.
dixie state college.
where its warm 300 days of the year, and where my program is offered, and where i could walk everywhere without worrying if my feet would freeze.
i didn't care about this. utah state was my school.
but at that moment, heavenly father decided to spring something on me that i was not ready for.
ladies and gentlemen, i have been told to go to dixie state college.
and i'm doing it.
also, once when i was still planning on utah state, i bought a trench coat for more money i have ever spent on one piece of clothing thinking it was a good purchase because i could wear it up at college, and then i was told i was going to live in St. George. if that isn't proof that heavenly father has a sense of humor, i don't know what is.