summer school blows

after taking all the finals in the world, I took a break and threw this video together.
It's a stress reliever. And this is a solid attempt to stop making twenty minute long videos. It probably wont happen, but still.
happy camping.

I had two really weird dreams last night

you know, june was a great month.
watch this and know you're awesome.

tickle me green i'm too naive.

good things are happening over here. 

and I know june isn't over just yet, but I was just itching to start this video. 

this is my happy place.

cammie's first year of college, as told by the gilmore girls.

I've recently been re-watching gilmore girls. if you don't watch it, you're life is the worst.

me when i repeatedly got asked if i was sick during finals week:

 what me and erin would say when people asked us to do stuff other than nap on sundays:

our reaction when there was a new episode of once upon a time:

 what i would say to people who talked in the morning:

when we missed breakfast burrito's for dinner:

why i never told anyone anything:

what i'd say when asked what my goals in life are:

 when there was no new mindy project:

all of the kids in my dorms: 

when i told a dirty joke:

 when people ask how my finals went: 

my way of justifying all of the stuff i brought to college: 

 my reaction to mornings: 

 when me and erin would decide to watch t.v. instead of doing homework: 

 when me and erin would go to target: 

erin in a nutshell: 

me and erin at dodgeball "game day!":

 and finally, what you would see walking up to our room: 

college is a fun place. 

I had something to blog about, but I forgot what it was.

I went to the airport today.
I long to fly somewhere again,
although I hate flying.

Missionary mail is the best mail.

Actually all mail is the best mail.

Mail is awes sauce.

It's going to be another one of those posts.

the ones that have no rhythm or reason.

welcome back old friend.

It's summer guys.

so i stay up way to late playing nancy drew although i am 19.

I will never be to old for nancy. she's my homegirl.

a lot of my favorite scriptures are in isaiah.

he's so cool you guys. 

i can't wait till i get up to heaven and i can shake his hand and say, "Hey, thanks for writing scriptures that mean something different every time i read them."

I got a ring out of a kinder egg today.

it has a stamp of a polar bear foot inside it. 

i've beens stamping everything i can get my hands on. i'm probably 6.

do my sentences seem choppy to you?

oh well. 

deal  with it. 

lame lame. i have nothing to write about.

and yet there are about a bazilion more drafts in my posts area then there ever has been before.

maybe i'll open this up to questions. 

ask away. 

be anonymous if you like. 

i prefer it that way probably. 

also, i really love this picture. 

i found it the other day and framed it. 

life is awesome. 

a picture i wish were polaroid

I always find myself coming back to this picture. I'm not sure why, i don't even like it that much, but i think maybe it's because it perfectly describes how i was feeling in that particular moment. the lack of security, the worry, the fear.
I think i always come back to it because i can honestly say that everything ended up being exactly how it was supposed to, and even though i was worried and scared before, now i can look back at that time as a memory. a memory that reminds me to put my trust in God. and a part of me wants to print it off large, and frame it, hang it somewhere everyone can see it, and part of me wants to fill in the blank spaces with my story, but all i can think of are music lyrics.

EFY is over.

college is real cool.

i'll miss it, but i'm so glad to be home right now.