this song seemed to speak to me today

it may not be on the mountain height
or over the stormy sea.
it may not be at the battle's front
my lord will have need of me.
but if, by a still small voice he calls
to paths that i do not know,
i'll answer dear lord,
with my hand in thine,
i'll go where you want me to go.
i'll go where you want me to go dear lord,
over mountain or plain or sea;
i'll say what you want me to say dear lord;
i'll be what you want me to be.

the winds of change are blowing wild and free

lets see how things go from here.

i keep reminding myself that the world is my oyster.

some things are hard to do, but we do them anyway. 

and i love the warmth. 

so that's a plus.

sorry for the vagueness.

perhaps someday you'll understand.

a list of the happiest kind

oatmeal chocolate chip cookies.
wedding dresses.
fanny packs.
no shoes.
young womens.
free snow cones.
runners.
barbaque steak.
bad jokes.
chalk.
lace tights.
active bands.
boats.
hot boys.
sleeping in.
chinese shirts.
the count of monte cristo.
sports bras.
future plans.
awkward pictures.

new [school] year resolutions

1. i'm not going to let myself be persuaded out of things i wanted to do in the first place.
2. i'm not going to let the little things bother me as much.
3. i'm not going to use my period as an exscuse.
4. i'm not going to compare my senior year to others.
5. i'm going to take to many pictures.
6. i'm going to make as much people feel welcome as i can.
7. i'm going to let people know how i feel.
8. i'm going to judge less.
9. i'm going to keep my room clean.
10. i'm going to love.
11. i'm not going to worry about things out of my control.
12. i'm going keep a happiness journal.
13. i'm going to blog more.
14. i'm going to take state at HOSA competition.
15. i'm going to let my spirit grow
16. i'm going to help others spirits grow.
17. i'm going to find my muchness.

i like to be called cam.
copy cats are my biggest pet peeve.
i hate sewing with patterns.
i can quote every episode of friends.
i prefer black pens to blue.
reading Artemis Fowl makes me feel smart.
texting bothers me, so i often just don't do it.
my pghs physical education t-shirt is my favorite.
i believe in fate.
there will be a huge blow up slide at my wedding.
i drive most everywhere shoeless.
my goal in life is to use the words lest and wilst in a normal conversation.
pigwedgion is my best friend.
i enjoy picnics and mismatched tea sets.
my biggest fear is not being enough.
i listen to harry potter as i sleep.
i want to marry robin hood.
i like the look of old photographs.
i love the smell of peaches.
i want to be a maturation nurse.
senior year has been causing me more stress then school usually does.

see you soon then

keeps um full, keeps um focused.

i wish i had a little mini wheater to sit on my shoulder and tell me things that are encouraging. that would be nice. that would be very very nice.
it's nice to have a clean car, and clean kitchen, and clean fish bowl.
it's nice to sit in the car with kevin after the ACT and talk about how it doesn't effect our whole lives. there are other options. there will always be a way.
it's nice to know that in a few days my best friend will be home.
girls camp is fast approaching, and it's nice to know that it will be fun if i make it fun.
it's nice to know that my lucky ring still has it's luck.
it's nice to know that my daddy is always there for me. ready to give me a blessing. all i have to do is ask.
it's nice to know that my library card has no fine, and i have no limits on what i can get.
it's nice to know that while i'm away at camp my mother will be here to take care of my fish.
it's just nice.